Friday, February 23, 2007

When asked WHY....

Date: Sat, 24 Jun 2006 19:55:11 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Lissa"
To:
I don't have any answers at the moment.I don't know why I've done the things I've done. I've just spent 6 days being grilled and reprimanded and we are going to try to find out what went wrong with my head. What I was lacking in my life, and how I can get better.
For now, I'm pretty much barred from email in any other account but a joint one, so that I can be monitored. Same goes with phone calls. I deserve all I get dished out.
I'm a rotten horrible person and all I can say is how sorry I am, though I know that means nothing to you.
Somewhere along the line I cracked and lost it. My family life has been rotten but I haven't even noticed that. If I don't get my head straightened up, I will have nothing and nobody because I will be left.
I know you don't want to hear that I will get my head straightened and find out what's wrong with me, but I will.
I am a rotten mother to my kids, you're right. They truly don't deserve someone like me.
If I get into online chats again, I will lose my husband and kids, that is a definite. They've all I got now, so I have to get well in the head.
That will begin immediately.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

HOW IN THE HELL COULD YOU JUST LOSE IT TO THIS EXTENT, ALL OF A SUDDEN??? Just bullshit. Oh it must have been your so called tough childhood that did it to you, Boo Hoo....

Winner Takes It ALL said...

It is BULLSHIT-just look at how she whipped off these emails from ALL these people and then getting on the PHONE-You don't just become this Mad.
Tough childhood-I don't buy that one either

Anonymous said...

what tough childhood? what happened?

Winner Takes It ALL said...

Supposedly she grew up with alcoholic parents, but if you ask me that is no excuse.

Anonymous said...

I can get the tough childhood - but how do you get to this level of insanity without someone saying something? If you are a sicko you need to OWN your behavior not make excuses for it.

But they ALL make excuses don't they?

Winner Takes It ALL said...

What comes around goeas around, everyone gets what they deserve sonner or later!

Anonymous said...

When you rang me to tell me that she had been all of these people, well you knew my reaction, I rang her and yelled DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE PUT US THROUGH... her voice was unsteady like her head is but she really did'nt seem too worried about it.

Magpie.

Winner Takes It ALL said...

Your reaction was classic and yes she is ONE...that nasty word does suit her-fat ass.

Anonymous said...

Lissa, like anyone REALLY cares about your shoddy marriage.

Magpie.