When asked WHY....

Date: Sat, 24 Jun 2006 19:55:11 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Lissa"
To:
I don't have any answers at the moment.I don't know why I've done the things I've done. I've just spent 6 days being grilled and reprimanded and we are going to try to find out what went wrong with my head. What I was lacking in my life, and how I can get better.
For now, I'm pretty much barred from email in any other account but a joint one, so that I can be monitored. Same goes with phone calls. I deserve all I get dished out.
I'm a rotten horrible person and all I can say is how sorry I am, though I know that means nothing to you.
Somewhere along the line I cracked and lost it. My family life has been rotten but I haven't even noticed that. If I don't get my head straightened up, I will have nothing and nobody because I will be left.
I know you don't want to hear that I will get my head straightened and find out what's wrong with me, but I will.
I am a rotten mother to my kids, you're right. They truly don't deserve someone like me.
If I get into online chats again, I will lose my husband and kids, that is a definite. They've all I got now, so I have to get well in the head.
That will begin immediately.

She was good at scrapbooking her lies

Not sure if this is actually Joanna Lumley or Lissa went searching through cancer websites and decided to exploit this poor woman.

Created By the Loser Lissa

How sad and pathetic a life she must have. Certainly missing a few screws!!!!!

Here is how Lissa KILLED off Nikki and Max

Date: Thu, 18 Aug 2005 06:16:51 +1000 (EST)
From: "Julian Anderson" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert
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Subject: Max and Nikki
To: livvyland@yahoo.com.au
Hello Girls
Excuse any spellling errors as I am writing this with shaking hands.
I needed to email you to tell you that earlier today Max and Nikki were in an accident.
They went to the beach and on their way back, were struck by a vehicle out of control.
Witnesses said Max threw himself at Nikki in an attempt to protect her, taking full impact. He was killed instantly.
Nikki was taken to hospital with severe injuries. She regained consciousness and demanded to see Max. It broke my heart because I had to tell he had gone. I've never heard anyone sob like that in my life and I hope I never do again.
At 7 PM this evening, Nikki left us as well. I wasn't even there with her because I had gone to get a damn coffee.
I'm so sorry to tell you this.
I'll let you digest this. If you want more details please email. Liv, don't ring me ok because I just can't right now.
Julian

Notice how she gets out of calling with this tragic news....she could fake an Australian woman but couldn't pull off phoning me as "Julian"

Lissa ....at her best.

This is a scrapbook page that "Niiki" made. She was undergoing chemo....You may recognize the woman in the photo. It is none other than Joanna Lumley.

Lissa is a sick and twisted woman

Date: Mon, 2 Aug 2004 12:56:07 +1000 (EST)
From: "I'm NO Goddess" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert
Subject: Nikki
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Dear
Nik told me she had a chat with you. She isn't mad I told you because I first told her I would tell you. (does that sound like it makes sense?)
Anyway, she probably didn't give you a lot of detail if I know her. Max says she has huge bruise on her cheekbone and another on her jawline. Her head had to have 3 stitches because he beat her around the head with a bunch of keys. He ripped her nightshirt and even ripped her underwear to gain access. She really is so ashamed, but I told her there is nothing to be ashamed of. I think the most humiliating part was telling the police what had happened and being examined in the hospital while they gathered evidence. She is SO lucky Max heard her or she would have been raped for certain. And in that neighbourhood, the houses are far enough apart that her voice probably wouldn't have carried far.
I know she was so shaken after the jerk ran off that Max actually carried her into the house so he could call the police. In her humiliation she had to hand her nightie and underwear over to the police for evidence which absolutely mortified her. You have to remember that Nik is a LADY and that would have been awful to do.
Don't freak if you don't have a letter from her when you wake--I told her she has to rest and put things out of her head for a bit. We don't need email that badly that she should feel she has to do it so we don't worry.
Martin thinks she is still in shock, so the reality of it all should hit any moment I imagine. She is with him right now and she sent Max to his presentation.
She is a very strong woman, and thank god she didn't have a heart attack. If she hadn't had that heart procedure awhile ago, she surely would have had a massive coronary.
Love and Light
Liv

Twisted

Date: Mon, 2 Aug 2004 07:14:49 +1000 (EST)
From: "I'm NO Goddess" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert
Subject: Nik
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Dear
I just talked to Nik and she said she just emailed you but didn't tell you what is going on because she is ashamed, but she was assaulted yesterday. I told her I was going to tell you.
She decided to go get the newspaper and it was left on the ground outside her gate . She opened the gate and he was there. He shoved her back inside the yard, slammed her against her fence, punched her a few times then he touched her.
Luckily in her panic, Nik threw up on him. She yelled for Max and he came running which sent that animal running as well.
Anyway Nik was checked out, is bruised but all right. They even did a trace of her heart because it was racing but that is all right too.
As for the animal, the police have him in custody.
I just wanted to tell you. I tried to send you a message but you're not online.
Nikki didn't tell you because she said that she thinks you don't really want to be her friend anymore. I hope that isn't true. I don't think it IS true, but I hope it isn't. She keeps so much inside to save others worry.
I don't know what is making Nikki think that, but she does have a really strong sense of intuition. She can ALWAYS tell when something is up with me--even in an email that says nothing about it.
I hope it's something you both sort out. She is a good soul and would give you her very heart if you needed it to survive.
I better go. My teapot is whistling and is going to boil dry if I don't.
Love and Light
Liv

Lissa as "Max" the oh so devoted husband

Date: Mon, 16 May 2005 19:50:45 +1000 (EST)
From: "Max" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert
Subject: Nikki
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Hello
Nikki's doctor rang. She is going to need a lumpectomy and that will be done on Friday. She is going to need chemo again as well.
We are both reeling a bit but she will be fine. She will email in the morning. I am going to take her for a drive now for some air.
Regards
Max

Libby-the invented 17 year old....

Date: Thu, 13 Mar 2003 15:00:30 +1100 (EST)
From: "Libby Foster" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert
Subject: Stuff again
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Dear,
Thanks for your email.
I don't think I will get back to the US.I really don't
think I have a lot of time left.I think my body is
really really tired.
As for J Mum, I worry terribly.It is not fair that I
have so much within reach but just out of my reach at
the same time.
I chatted online with her last night her time.(I
thought all three of you would be there), and once
again I was in tears.So was she.She told me that XXXXX
wants to do a painting of me when I get home.That is
so hard to hear.There is nothing in this world that I
want more than to get home and smell the eucalypt
trees and hear the kookaburras, but I have to be real
too.
She keeps asking me if I am going to get home...like I
am choosing NOT to go.I have troubles walking across
the yard let alone sitting on a plane for 30 hours.
Yes, Sasha is a good friend.Not many would choose to
do what she is doing.She refuses to go anywhere until
I am where I am supposed to be one way or another.
Yes, I think my mum is waiting for me, but I am sure
she did not want it to be so soon or like this.I sense
that she is really distressed by it all.
So, in the meantime, I am trying to be the brave girl
that I should be, and I am trying not to upset J Mum
any more than I already have, but that is really
hard.She asks questions and I am a rotten liar.She
asked me if I knew how long I would have without
marrow and I simply told her that I would probably not
see my 18th.I have a better idea of things, but will
not reveal all.
Anyway,I am glad she has you and Lissa to look after
her.Check in on Lissa too, will you guys? She emailed
yesterday and said she had not sent an email earlier
as she has had headaches for 4 days.That is not
good.She said the computer screen hurt her eyes, yet
she took the time to email me.That was really nice.It
is good that the three of you have each other.
Anyway, until later,
Love Libby