Psychopath and Family?

Paying The Price

Lissa claims these are her children. If they are indeed, they are paying the price of having a psychopath for a mother. Her hours spent on the computer playing games with others lives shows her total disregaurd for her own family. I am sure this woman is still at this..they need someone to save them!

Too Much Time On Daly's Hands

What kind of person has the time to email as all these individuals, make up all these crap, search and load photos? I fear a woman with this illness has to be still at it. Her children must be paying the price!







Hi XXXX
OK...here are some more from the reject bin that I've been cleaning up (with the exception of the last photo--that was no reject)
I shall explain for your viewing ease: LOL
Curling Wand: self explanatory
Hat Drink: photo of Tink taken at one of our BBQs
Hold Up Shot: One of her zoomed and recomposed, taken from my brother's video. She was looking at an old photo from her modelling days. Early AM--no mkaeup on
In France: Tink lying on her bed, deep in thought. You look now and you know what was on her mind. It makes me feel distressed.
Laughing: Another recomposed from my brother's video. In her pyjamas in the kitchen in NZ
Michael's Studio: She looks so hesitant and kind of alone here
Michael's Studio 2: the blue lighting makes her look even more alone
Not Happy: Sparring again with guess who? YES, my brother. Sparks practically coming from her eyes. Don't mess with Tink when it comes to animal rights.
Pensive: Tink alone in her thoughts at the dinner table while everyone else was engaged in happy, laughing chatter.She had completely withdrawn from what was going on around her, and had slipped into "Nikki's World". I don't know why we didn't recognise the look at the time.She was barely holding it together. This actually makes me really quite sad to look at now.This would have been taken in June.
Primping: In her slip (LOL) primping for her date night. (photo was taken just before they left for France)
Talking to XXXX: Pretty self explanatory. Thought you'd want this one
Lady Nikohl: Posed studio shot. Complete with tiny hint of smile and raised eyebrow. LOL


Hope you like them XXXX. Sorry about the not so great quality on lots but they are better than they were!
Jules

Daly as Invented "Julian" (Eddie Izzard)

Here Lissa is emailing as Julain after Nikki and Max were killed. Spewing crap about how to dress them etc. As always she shows her sexual side talking of showing Nikkis belly button....Lissa has some deep disturbing issues, don't give a crap what they are, she will self destruct sooner or later...PSYCHO!!
Hi XXXX
Sorry I didn't email earlier. I pretty much passed out from exhaust on the sofa. I'm going to take a couple of sleeping pills and see if I can sleep some more. I have much to do in the next few days and don't want to end up sick from lack of sleep. Nik and Max need my help now.
The clothes issue has settled, thank you! Nik will wear her jeans, her favourite pale blue shirt of his knotted at her waist with just a peek of belly button and barefoot. I'll stick a ciggie in her shirt pocket. I'll have Max in jeans and a polo shirt too. Nik's violin is going with her because I know she wanted that.
Yes, please, if you want to write her a letter do so. I'll put it in her pocket along with the love letter she always carries from Max.
I don't know if I can do this, but for them I will.They were both there for me when Martin died around this time last year.I hate August now.
Write your letter this weekend, ok because I'm taking them home Thursday. You will need to get it to me by Monday so it can go with her.I'll print it out on some nice paper.
Do you think it's ok that instead of using Bond's music when I let them go that instead I use Flying Dreams? I ask because Nik didn't plan on it being both of them, and they often played that song together on their instruments.They loved that one.
Do you think she'd mind?
I'm going to go have a drink and then a couple of pills and go up to bed and hope sleep takes over again.
I keep thinking how I should have been there to protect her too.Maybe if I had, this wouldn't have happened to her. Instead I brought the beach chairs up to the house while they went and got ice cream. She loved her ice cream I didn't think a walk was a good idea because her muscle control was starting to go a bit, but she said she wanted to before the chemo effects really hit and she was stuck at home for a few days. I should have been there to help Max save her. I let her down big time.
Ok goodnight.
Julian

Melissa Daly as her 17 Year Old Invented "Libby"

This was sent to me. She is talking about Magpie. Lissa, what the fuck is wrong with you? You have some serious mental problems!


Dear XXXX,
I get little emails about 2 or 3 times a week at the
most, even when she says she is going to email, half
the time she doesn't.Most are filled with what she did
that day.Our chat last night (her time) was filled
with talk of Sponge Bob and who he is, talk of the war
and stuff like that.She also says she told XXXX (her son) at
last, but I am doubtful that she told him the severity
of it all.I can't see that happening.She has yet to
email Sasha, and I'm sorry, but I find that rude.I
don't know if Jason would really come out here, and if
he does if I would actually do that.I mean, who wants
to do it with someone who looks like I do? Skinny with
a chest tube? And the fact that I am dying is probably
more than a little off putting.Can't say I would blame
him there! I would rather not ask and then be
humiliated.AND I know that he would never initiate
that either.
I think X Mum thinks I failed her in a way...she said
that she has failed me, and I said that I failed her,
and then she said "We BOTH did".I know I have failed.I
tried really hard to get well and get home.I just did
not think that she actually thought I failed...even
after I told her SHE did NOT fail.So--we know who the
failure is between us.
She finally did a miniscule post on the family
site...looking for that damned fiddle gal again.Fiddle
Gal can't even PLAY her fiddle anymore.It is in LA at
Sasha's home.She can keep it, play it and look after
it, then pass it down to her own kids like I planned
to.It is already about 120 years old...mum bought it
in Italy long ago.
Anyway, seems my life is SUCH a tangled mess...I have
serious unravelling to do!

Love Libby

Lissa Daly And Her Thick Web Of Lies

Hi XXX
It's good you're keeping busy.I'm trying to do the same thing myself, but I admit it's not always easy. If I can slip my brain into neutral and just do stuff, it's good.
Yes, Nik did a little backup vocals for me. She stepped into the studio in Sydney. I'm so glad she did, because it took a bit of coaxing. But, being a cancer patient, I thought it was so appropriate that she sang. Beautiful harmony she could provide.Our voices blended very well over the years.
Thanks for the sketches--such talent. Tell me-the old woman one? Called "Dreams"? That is meant to be her dream isn't it? That woman represents her? It's so sad but so beautiful.
Love and Light
Liv

This was an email sent to me from "Liv" after I sent her this sketch that "Nikki" did of herself. Who the fuck could keep all this straight, who the fuck would want to-LISSA DALY YOU ARE A FUCKING LOSER!!! Oh and I forgot to mention that Nikki did backup vocals on Olivia's last CD-LOL LOL

Melissa Daly In Love With Joanna Lumley?

Hi XXXX
Thanks for the very sweet photo Tink did for you. Children and dance--two of her favourite things combined. Nice.
The quiz night photo? Ah that was taken a few months ago. I don't know who took the photo, but it was emailed to me by the owner of the bar recently when he heard Nikki and Max had died. (god that is a hard phrase to say--died) We were hosting the quiz night for the benefit of a local school's music department, raising funds to send them to some band thing in Canberra. Questions were read by us, and we also adjudicated and settled disputed answers. Loads of fun. Too bad the photo isn't bigger and clearer, but I'll take whatever I can. She was having fun there, putting her illness aside for awhile.
Max was there that night too, playing on Michael's team. She hasn't got the old man glasses on in that pic, but they were on the little table in front of us. She'd be reading questions aloud with them perched on her nose like a school marm.
She had legs...they STILL looked the same, too. Trim and toned and LOOOOONG. She looked fantastic in short skirts and I kept bringing short ones home for her. Leather looked especially good. (LOL)
I miss Nik too, XXXX. She has no idea how blessed I felt too. She and Max were my little family. I wish you had got to know Max. He was one in a million too.
(LISSA IS TALKING ABOUT MAGPIE HERE)Sounds to me like that woman ruined a few lives. I don't know how she can sleep at night with all the hate boiling inside her. I remember not long ago in France, Tink told me "I wish her well." No grudges, no nothing--just a simple good will wish. That astounded me because she was afraid of that woman.
She said the same of her ex husband and brother too.Even though basically just days before they were killed her brother told her he wished she'd F***ing die already. Gentle, loving woman.
I'm sending a photo to make you smile...I like to call it Disco Mama. (LOL) OMG how dated is THAT? Gold lame and HAIR out to THERE.
Have a peaceful day/night, whenever you are reading this.
Jules

Lissa AKA Nikki-sexually abused!!

Another email from Lissa pretending to be Nikki. Once again she brings in the sexual abuse Nikki suffered.
Dearest XXXX
You don't think that maybe at times Max looks at me and thinks things about me? When he comes across the scarring on my lower back, the cigarette burns on my inner thigh or the newer ones on my breast, you don't think he is disgusted by me and what I did? I worry that he does--that sometimes in his eyes I am cheap used goods. I mean, that is a physical reminder that he can see--not just my thoughts that I can keep deep inside. Do you think men can think that way?
I have another rehearsal this morning then a brief on Friday morning and another brief one Saturday morning, then that is it--it is all over. It's easy because we all know the music--they are Christmas carols after all, and we've all played them a million times before.
We had a horrific storm here yesterday in the late afternoon--hailstones, thunder, lightning--the works. At the Manly marina, boats were tossed like toys, some landing on top of each other. Our sailboat was tossed, but Jules and I checked the moorings to make sure it was secure, and luckily it wasn't damaged.
Maybe you would like to catch up Wednesday evening your time again?
I was going to ring you, but in all honesty, in my present emotional state, I couldn't possibly. I don't even really want to speak to Liv at the moment. I hope you understand because I know I said I would ring once a week. Maybe next week, no?
I hope you have a quiet evening. I will go have my coffee with Max now.
I will email again later.
Affectueusement
Nikki

LISSA DALY... TRUE PSYCHOPATH AT WORK

Here is an email from Lissa (Nikki) about Lissa.

Dearest XXXX
Your friend Lissa sent me an email and said she was unwell, and if I wanted to chat to you she wouldn't be here. So, since Max has a lot of work to catch up on thanks to my little hospital outing, I will be more than happy to keep you company. (if that is all right with you, that is) If you're not in the mood to chat with me, I understand completely. I don't want to be a nuisance.
Affectueusement
Nikki

The FREAK -AKA LISSA DALY OF EMERALD QUEENSLAND

Here Lissa is posing as Nikki, poor poor Nikki. Lissa is a lonely desperate psycho who did everything in her power to keep myself and Magpie close.

Dearest XXXX
To answer your question. My grandfather didn't really have a role in my life. He was English, but moved to France as a young man. I don't remember him, mainly because I wasn't really involved in family matters at all while growing up.
The title Lady is just that--a title. I don't ever use it, though legally I could be called Lady Nikohl. It is a seated title, meaning it came with the family land in England. My brother is a Lord and Sandy was also a Lady.
To me, those titles are just so fuddy duddy and really mean nothing to me.
It's probably only ever been used once or twice, when I met the queen. I was introduced to her as "Lady Nikohl".
No, I don't think anyone fully realised how badly I was being treated by my family. I was branded a problem child, hence my long stays at boarding school. My parents simply told people that I was out of control, even at a young age. I wasn't, though. I was simply unwanted and unloved.
I don't think even I realised the extent of it--to me it was all normal.
I don't remember tons about my childhood, but I do remember as a very small girl having no toys to play with. I had an old dolly but that was about it. My mother would send me outside to play and make me stay out there most of the day, out of her hair I imagine. We had an older neighbour lady who used to give me apples over the back fence and once she gave me a pretty hair ribbon. My clothes were usually on the loose side so that they would last longer and I'd grow into them, so my parents wouldn't have to buy me clothes as often.
I remember once when I was about 7 I was touched inappropriately by a family friend. I told my mother and she hit me across the head because she said I must have been flirting. I wasn't--I was a mere child who knew nothing of those kinds of things. The year after that, I was sent away.
I've never felt like a "Lady" in any sense of the word until Max. All my life I was made to feel humiliated and worthless. (I am in tears now just thinking of all of this).I just wish I could reach back in time and give that little girl that I was the hug that she needed so badly.
Anyway cherie, I don't want to bring you down. As I said, I don't mind talking about things.
Your babies are lucky to have such a wonderful loving mother, and don't ever think for a single nanosecond that you aren't. You radiate warmth and love and I am sure they bask in it.
I will perhaps email again later. If not, definitely in the morning.
Perhaps we can attempt to chat tomorrow?(Monday AM my time) I don't know how long I would last but I am missing our chats immensely.
Have a lovely day.
Affectueusement
Nikki

More SHIT Lissa Is so Full of.......

Here is an email Daly sent to Magpie.
Here she is playing the part of Libby (the cancer sick young girl)
This was sent at a time when Olivia was on tour. Libby was on tour with Olivia, so Olivia could look after her.

Dear X Mum,
I will look for you online around 3pm your time Thursday (Today)...just in case you are lurking. I will be snugged up in a hotel room...I will let the lovey doveys have a quiet Libby-free dinner tonight...hahahaha. I will hang out with Marlen and the band for awhile instead.
Love You Lots,
Your Libby

This is so pathetic and proves once again how mentally ill this woman is..
Normal people just don't do these kinds of things.

Daly Takes A Dig At Joanna Lumley

Lissa as Julian
Hi XXXX
I'm just about to hit the sack early, so I will email in the morning.
In the meantime, here is a pic for you. Tink didn't like this one because she said her teeth looked like yellow horse teeth. (but her teeth weren't yellow!)
Anyway I love the pic. It shows her glow.
Julian

Daly as Nancy Chuda sends Magpie email

Sent March 2003 ( a month before she killed off Libby)
Dear XXXX,
Forgive me for not getting to this email quicker (I was really too busy emailing others as invented people :0) Time just got away on me.
Yes, Libby DID ring us, thank goodness. We just wanted to hear her voice. She did a three way with us, so we were able to be on at once.
yes, she mentioned her back was sore, and that she was not going to have it looked at because she really does not want to know about it. I can't say I blame her. Best to just keep the spirits up and ignore what you can.
This whole situation has her devastated because I think she knows that where she is is where she will remain because of her lack of strength. If they DO go somewhere, it would have to be somewhere close (of course Daly keep your fake personalities far away ) I reminded her that her mother also has a flat in Paris, which is a short flight away, or a not-so-long drive from London. Time will tell, and it is just a nasty waiting game.
We are managing as best as we can. We miss our Libby very much. She had become a fixture in our lives in the past few months.
Until Later,
Take Care,
Nancy

Lissa Daly Exposed

Dear XXXX
I am a horrible person, I think we've both decided that one.
I HONESTLY started to do all this to make you feel better, and you were, and that was making me happy. Believe it or not, I just wanted to see my friend happy.
It got so so out of hand that I had to try and end it, and god help me that made it a million times worse.
I know you hate me and I know you will never speak to me again, but I am so so sorry from the bottom of my heart.
I will send you money via paypal towards your medical bills just as soon as I get my next paycheque next week and I will continue to do so until you tell me not to.
I've told Dennis and he is really angry with me. I don't think I'll be using the computer much anymore. I'll be lucky if it even stays in the house.
I will see someone for help, I promise.
I don't know what I can say apart from I'm rotten.What kind of person does this to someone she loves probably more than her own sister? I never ever meant for it to get SO out of hand--I swear.
I promise I will give you all the money I earn towards your medical bill, but I know that can't erase what I have done.
I loved seeing you happy--it made me feel really good--for all the wrong reasons, I know. I was just trying to bring some happiness into your life because I know you weren't the happiest. I just did it in a really bad bad way.
I know I can't ask for forgiveness, but believe it or not I DO love you like a sister. I'm just completely horrible...a rotten human being that will surely rot in hell.
I can't even say I feel better I confessed to you (and I HAD to do it on the phone and not by email) because I know how much I have hurt you.
I will send you some money as soon as I get back from our week away. It won't be a nice week, that's for sure. It will be very heavy.
I just hope my kids don't find out what kind of mother they have. They don't deserve someone like me, that's for sure.
I'm sure someday I will get what I deserve, and I WILL deserve whatever I get. I know that.
I don't know what to write here anymore. I can't express in words how awful I feel, and I know you won't be able to express in words how angry and upset you are.
I am a pathetic human being. I know that for fact. I've always felt stupid, fat and useless, so I guess it was really nice for awhile to make someone else feel good about themselves. NO excuse I know, but it's fact.
Lissa

XXXX wrote:
You have NO CLUE...you basically ended my marriage and have put my kids through HELL. I
will never never understand WHY in the name of god you did or how the hell you kept up
with it all. I feel sorry for your family-YOU took precious time away from them..YOU NEED
SOME SERIOUS HELP...Why did you have to bring the whole GUN thing into and how were you
going to get out of it all.................the loss of hair-the smoking-and Jesus Christ
the phone calls!!!!!!! Does your husband know EVERYTHING you did-OMG you were Max Sasha
Liv Julian and last but not least Rach..oh forgot Joelle in France too.......HOLY CRAP I
believe that is criminal!!!

Lissa the Psycho Wrote:
I have told Dennis this morning and basically I'm pretty much in very deep water with him.
I WILL get some help--I told him I will get help.
Oh yes, my kids have suffered too. What the hell kind of mother am I? I feel like the scum of the earth that I am--believe me.
I hope I rot in hell. Simple as that. And I'm sure I will.
My compter usage will be monitored now, like a child, mainly using it at his work while he is there,and I deserve that...not that I plan to use it much besides for work anyway.
Like I said I pray my kids don't find out what a rotten horrible mother they have, and I hope they grow up a million times better than I am.
I've felt like walking away because I'm such a rotten parent, and never more so than right now.They'd probably be a million times better if I did--everyone would, I'm sure.
I've totally destroyed one of the very best things I had in my life--your friendship.
I know sorry doesn't cut it, but I AM---sorry beyond belief and sorrier than I have ever been for anything in my life.

XXXX wrote:
the attack
the ex husband going to jail
the men
the childhood
being followed
the letter
the woman talking about her
the story of having coffee
having cancer
the pills that I told "Max" about
the fact "she" said I was her daughter and "Max" knowing
Isabel
Suzanne telling her things
Marc coming on to her
OMG i could go on and on
IS ALL THIS MAKING YOU SICK?
HOW IN THE NAME OF GOD COULD YOU DO ANY OF THIS....I pity you I really do.
IM DONE

Lissa Psycho Wrote:
YES.YES.YES It makes me sick. I'm a total wretched idiot.I know that. I've totally made my life hell now, and yours as well.I know that.Sorry isn't enough, I know.
You will never speak to me again and I SO deserve that.I've lost my sister because I was insanely stupid.
I should not be allowed to live--I know that.I am a totally worthless human being.I know that. How I was going to end it, I don't know--I would have had to fess up eventually.
Libby WAS a someone. I didn't invent her.
When she left I guess I just tried to fill the void--in a very stupid, stupid way.I know that.
I've told Dennis everything. I am going to get some help--truly I am.
I am banned from any kind of online chats with anyone ever again. My computer time will be limited to where he can watch me.
I am basically under house arrest, and I totally deserve it.
On our return home, my computer will be "relocated" to Dennis' work so I can be supervised. I totally deserve that too.

That was the end..SHE DID INVENT LIBBY even when caught she was still not telling the truth. Her children must be miserable with that as a mother. What kind of mother is she?

Lissa Has Joanna Lumley (Nikki) Battered and Burned

Date: Tue, 14 Dec 2004 07:48:17 +1100 (EST)
From: "Nikkohlina" nikkohlina@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Good Evening
To: @yahoo.com
Dearest XXXX
No, I wasn't fishing for information at all. I'm sorry that happened to you, but again, I wasn't asking for information. One thing I am not, is nosy.
You don't think that maybe at times Max looks at me and thinks things about me? When he comes across the scarring on my lower back, the cigarette burns on my inner thigh or the newer ones on my breast, you don't think he is disgusted by me and what I did? I worry that he does--that sometimes in his eyes I am cheap used goods. I mean, that is a physical reminder that he can see--not just my thoughts that I can keep deep inside. Do you think men can think that way?
I have another rehearsal this morning then a brief on Friday morning and another brief one Saturday morning, then that is it--it is all over. It's easy because we all know the music--they are Christmas carols after all, and we've all played them a million times before.
We had a horrific storm here yesterday in the late afternoon--hailstones, thunder, lightning--the works. At the Manly marina, boats were tossed like toys, some landing on top of each other. Our sailboat was tossed, but Jules and I checked the moorings to make sure it was secure, and luckily it wasn't damaged.
Maybe you would like to catch up Wednesday evening your time again?
I was going to ring you, but in all honesty, in my present emotional state, I couldn't possibly. I don't even really want to speak to Liv at the moment. I hope you understand because I know I said I would ring once a week. Maybe next week, no?
I hope you have a quiet evening. I will go have my coffee with Max now.
I will email again later.
Affectueusement
Nikki

Lissa Daly And Her Sick Fantasy Continues

Dearest XXXXX
First off, you haven't ruined my holiday. I do a perfectly good job of that myself. I don't need anyone else's help in that department.
As for you wanting to hear every detail of my holiday? To be honest, I don't think you do.On looking back, your earlier emails fairly vibrated with just the opposite.I just blindly didn't see it, caught in my selfish little world. And who can blame you? Here is me--the pampered stupid idiot woman who never seems to have to lift a finger, has no children to deal with 24/7 and isn't even working, and she is on some luxury holiday that she didn't in any way shape or form earn.
So I've been ill--big deal. So I have been diagnosed with a terminal illness--big deal. That alone doesn't earn a vacation. MAX on the other hand works hard at work, then comes home and works at keeping my head above water. HE deserves a holiday. I am nothing more than a tagalong, really.Riding his coat tails. I am a kept woman--no doubt about it. Kept like a mistress in jewellery and vacations. Great sex is a bonus, yes, but really I probably owe him at least that much.
I"m having troubles holding my head up today because I feel such a deep shame. In order to really enjoy a vacation, one has to earn it. You know, they say $1000 can rebuild someone's home in that tsunami devastated area. How many homes could have been built with this money we are blowing on a vacation? A little child from my life was taken at such a young age yet I am still here. It doesn't seem fair. I will be gone in a decade anyway. She had her entire life ahead of her.
You have nothing to apologise for, cherie. Everything is my own doing.Everything. I am not attention seeking so don't think that. I'm not mooning around in a deep funk. I'm just seeking some solitude today, trying not to upset Max as I do so. I won't ruin his holiday.
Well I am going to close for now. I will email later, and if not, in the morning.
Have a good day, all right?
Affectueusement
Nikki

Busy Night For Lissa-Hubby Must Have Been Working Late At The Emerald Maraboon Tavern & Motor Inn

Date: Tue, 26 Apr 2005 15:38:28 +1000 (EST)
From: "Nikkohlina" nikkohlina@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Just This
To:
You know, people are sick. I get this note in my mailbox that says this:
"Hey Nicole, R U servicing policemen now too? You R a busy (call) girl ! Can you fit me in somewhere?"

Nice, isn't it? I'm not a call girl, XXXX. I hope you know that.
I just needed to vent. Max is going to go NUTS.

I will email tomorrow. I am going to have a glass of wine right NOW.
Love Nik


Date: Tue, 26 Apr 2005 19:55:28 +1000 (EST)
From: "Nikkohlina" nikkohlina@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Oh Oh
To:
I'm in trouble with Max.I was upset and drank too much. Now I am not exactly sober and I feel sick from wine. That note is right. I'm just a tramp. You can't change people can you? I'm going to bed now before I throw up.


Date: Tue, 26 Apr 2005 20:00:44 +1000 (EST)
From: "Nikkohlina" nikkohlina@yahoo.com.au
To:
Sorry I am a disapointment. I can't stop crying. Max says I shoud go to bed.



Date: Tue, 26 Apr 2005 20:14:12 +1000 (EST)
From: "Max" maxnnikki@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Nikki
To:
Hello XXXX
I know Nikki just emailed you. I have carried her up to bed. She has had too much wine.She started drinking at 3:30 apparently, and has had a whole bottle.And she rarely drinks more than a glass or two.
My apologies for her emailing in case it caused worry. She is ok.Just a bit upset from a note she got today.
Regards
Max

Date: Wed, 27 Apr 2005 06:32:20 +1000 (EST)
From: "Nikkohlina" nikkohlina@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Good Morning
To:
Dearest XXXX
I am so ashamed of myself--emailing you when I had had far too much to drink. I am ashamed that I HAD too much to drink. I don't do things like that--honestly.
The note was not an email. It was a note in my mailbox at my gate. Hand delivered. Claire got one too--stating that I was after her husband. SO in the end I had to explain a few things about my past after all.She had rung me to ask me what all of it was about. How this person (and I suspect one of my ex's friends) knew that Tony was a police officer is beyond me--maybe he has seen him on the job or something.Maybe he saw us at dinner or at the yacht club or something, having lunch. I don't know. Maybe he is watching my house--who knows? My past is never ever going to leave me alone. At least Claire understood and is fine with things. At least I HOPE she is, and that I will hear from her again. I wasn't exactly sober when she rang. BUT I wasn't as bad as I was later. She rang after only about three small glasses of wine.
Well I am going to go have a shower. I feel ill this morning--never had a hangover before in my life. I think that is what this must be, even though I vomited a ton last night.
I am sorry if I worried you or made you ashamed of my behaviour. It won't happen again, I promise.
I will email later.
Affectueusement
Nikki

Date: Wed, 27 Apr 2005 09:45:49 +1000 (EST)
From: "Max" maxnnikki@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Re: Nikki
To:
Hello XXXX
I am at work now so have a chance to reply to this. I don't think these people will ever leave her alone. They like to remind her of things they did with her long long ago. I hope none of you take that into consideration and have judgement, because she did what she had to do in order to survive. I know it all still gives her nightmares. Being tied up and gagged and all of that would leave deep emotional wounds that really will never heal.
Safe? Well, I don't know to be honest. I just do the best I can to keep her close and as safe as humanly possible. I think she is reasonably safe, yes. But nothing is for certain in this life. Security at the house is good, as long as she doesn't get lax about it. It will work if it is all engaged.
I am going to knock off work early today and go home to her.
Regards
Max

Reckon the children were left once again to fend for themselves-Lissa couldn't be bothered with homework and or preparing dinner-SHAME ON HER

To All The Loyal Readers In Emerald Queensland-Here is more proof of Lissa's madness

Date: Fri, 19 Aug 2005 05:56:15 +1000 (EST)
From: "Julian Anderson" tinknjules@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Re: Thoughts
To: xxxxx
Hi xxxxx
I don't know if I got any rest.I doped myself up so much that I honestly can't tell if I dozed or not.I might have.I sat up all night last night with her so I know I was tired.
You mustn't think you let her down. I told her the same thing, because I honestly believed it.I should have paid more attention to the look in her eyes and maybe I wouldn't have been so quick to dismiss it as just a dream.
But please don't think you blew it.She loved you an awful lot and that would really tear her up if she thinks you think that.
I just wish I could have had some last words from her. She had all these tubes and couldn't speak.I knew she wanted Max because she kept pointing to her wedding ring. I keep thinking maybe I shouldn't have told her. Maybe my doing that killed her, even though the doctors said it was internal injuries.
Hearing a person sob with those tubes is gut wrenching and I can still hear it.
You know, all she wanted was someone to be with her in the end, and I had to go and get a damn coffee. If anyone let her down, it was me. She looked at peace when I sat with her, and all of the equipment was gone.
Yes thanks if I need help I'll ask, but I know what to do, and I know she didn't want a lot of fuss and bother. I'll take them home next week as planned. We won't miss our flight.I'm just glad it's a private plane.
I hope Liv isn't mad that I've turned off my mobile phone.I don't want to talk to anyone--I can't speak.I hope she understands.
I'm going to go and take some more sleeping pills and try and get through the night in this house.
Try and get some rest yourself tonight, ok? She's probably watching and tut-tutting if you're not.
Julian

This is the email I got right after she had Max and Nikki run down........

Lissa Daly Uses Another Olivia Heartbreak To Play Her Sick Game

Date: Mon, 10 Apr 2006 11:06:13 +1000 (EST)
From: "Livvy" livvyland@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Re: Request
To: "xxxx" xxxxx@yahoo.com
Hi xxxx
No, I'm OK sending these pages.They aren't causing me grief. In regards to miscarriage, I've dealt with it and I'm fine. That was a long time ago. I didn't get nearly as close to the finish line as Nik did.
Yes, she was sure the baby chose to leave rather than arrive. She said "I didn't protect her so she decided I wasn't the one for her."
It's so sad, you're right. Even now--years later Nik felt she needed to say sorry. I hope she got the chance if it would make her feel better.I hope she found her baby.
Well I better go...the neighbour's cow has found its way into my yard again and I don't want it in the garden. Silly thing. I will have to tie a rope around its neck and lead it home. See..my life really is quite normal!
Love and Light
Liv

Daly As Olivia Newton-John Covers For Missing Partner

Date: Sun, 21 Aug 2005 16:29:06 +1000 (EST)
From: "Livvy" livvyland@yahoo.com.au
Subject: Hitting a Wall
To: xxxxx@yahoo.com
Hello xxxxx
You are going to be reading things about my partner online. Please don't be upset that Sasha never told you, or that Nik didn't.
It is a deeply deeply upsetting deeply personal loss I am feeling.
I feel that wherever he is, he is looking after me at this time in my time of need.Perhaps just maybe include him in your prayers for Nik?
Love and Light
Liv