Another email from Lissa pretending to be Nikki. Once again she brings in the sexual abuse Nikki suffered.
Dearest XXXX
You don't think that maybe at times Max looks at me and thinks things about me? When he comes across the scarring on my lower back, the cigarette burns on my inner thigh or the newer ones on my breast, you don't think he is disgusted by me and what I did? I worry that he does--that sometimes in his eyes I am cheap used goods. I mean, that is a physical reminder that he can see--not just my thoughts that I can keep deep inside. Do you think men can think that way?
I have another rehearsal this morning then a brief on Friday morning and another brief one Saturday morning, then that is it--it is all over. It's easy because we all know the music--they are Christmas carols after all, and we've all played them a million times before.
We had a horrific storm here yesterday in the late afternoon--hailstones, thunder, lightning--the works. At the Manly marina, boats were tossed like toys, some landing on top of each other. Our sailboat was tossed, but Jules and I checked the moorings to make sure it was secure, and luckily it wasn't damaged.
Maybe you would like to catch up Wednesday evening your time again?
I was going to ring you, but in all honesty, in my present emotional state, I couldn't possibly. I don't even really want to speak to Liv at the moment. I hope you understand because I know I said I would ring once a week. Maybe next week, no?
I hope you have a quiet evening. I will go have my coffee with Max now.
I will email again later.
Affectueusement
Nikki
8 comments:
heard on the telly employers now google potential employees. wonder if she realises this, was she working when all this went down.
She was doing the books for some dance place up there that her daughter used to attend. Before that she said she did some radio work and also did baby sitting (I shudder at THAT thought). Besides that we have no idea.
Magpie.
Who knows if even the dance thing was true.
Yeah, she said she was a nanny-wonder if thats why they moved so much?
I will say she has the face for radio-hahaha
She probably changed her name, or just pretends it's someone else with the same name. So how does she explain the pictures?! Probably changed her looks too. It would be too bad if she gets away with this.
I would say that she has got away with it. God knows how many others she has played games with. There is no doubt she would still be lurking around in cyberspace sucking others in.
Magpie.
I am sure she has used photos of myself and passed them off as her. She always wanted me to send an actual photo rather than just over the internet. Never did because I never really liked or trusted her..if only I went with the gut feelings. She is a creepy thing!!!
She has definately passed me off as someone else. She sent me down an outfit that she thought I would like and asked if she could have a photo of me in it as Shannon wanted to see what I looked like in it.
Magpie.
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