Friday, August 10, 2007
More Insight Into Lissas Pathetic Life?
Mon, 31 Jan 2005 13:05:29 +1100 (EST)
From: "Nikkohlina" firstname.lastname@example.org
Subject: Re: Goodnight
You know, nobody has EVER told me they feel better after talking to me. Never. (BECAUSE YOUR A FUCKING LOON LISSA)
I am just so afraid that my insecurities are going to totally blow it. My mind these days clicks over at a tremendous speed and I can't keep up with it.
I live in fear that I am going to die alone and friendless unless I can control my doubts and worries. (LISSA WILL DIE ALONE AND FRIENDLESS-SHE IS BOTH ALREADY)
That would be such a sad and pathetic end to a rather pathetic life.(YOU SAID IT NOT ME-LOL) But if I close my eyes? I can see it, so it must be just in the shadows waiting. I can see me sitting in a chair by a window looking sad and lonely, with tubes coming out of me. It frightens me beyond imagination.
I rang Olivia and told her to please ignore my outburst and stay a night in my home. My door is open. (YOUR DOOR MAY BE OPEN LISSA BUT AIN"T NO ONE COMING IN)
Well I just wanted to say I am sorry if I caused you any grief over things. I am so good at that, aren't I? I don't want our friendship to ever ever be a chore to you, and sometimes I think it must be. (IT WAS A CHORE IF LISSA HAD NOT BROUGHT THESE FAKES IN I WOULD HAVE BEEN LONG GONE)
I hope you have a good day cherie. (GO SCREW YOURSELF LISSA)
Posted by Winner Takes It ALL at 11:57 AM