Wretched Idiot Still Full of Crap.....

Date: Sat, 17 Jun 2006 17:54:48 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Lissa" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert
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YES.YES.YES It makes me sick. I'm a total wretched idiot.I know that. I've totally made my life hell now, and yours as well.I know that.Sorry isn't enough, I know.
You will never speak to me again and I SO deserve that.I've lost my sister because I was insanely stupid.
I should not be allowed to live--I know that.I am a totally worthless human being.I know that. How I was going to end it, I don't know--I would have had to fess up eventually.
Libby WAS a someone. I didn't invent her.
When she left I guess I just tried to fill the void--in a very stupid, stupid way.I know that.
I've told Dennis everything. I am going to get some help--truly I am.
I am banned from any kind of online chats with anyone ever again. My computer time will be limited to where he can watch me.
I am basically under house arrest, and I totally deserve it.
On our return home, my computer will be "relocated" to Dennis' work so I can be supervised. I totally deserve that too.

Found Out

Date: Sat, 17 Jun 2006 15:11:01 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Lissa" Add to Address Book Add Mobile Alert
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I am a horrible person, I think we've both decided that one.
I HONESTLY started to do all this to make you feel better, and you were, and that was making me happy. Believe it or not, I just wanted to see my friend happy.
It got so so out of hand that I had to try and end it, and god help me that made it a million times worse.
I know you hate me and I know you will never speak to me again, but I am so so sorry from the bottom of my heart.
I will send you money via paypal towards your medical bills just as soon as I get my next paycheque next week and I will continue to do so until you tell me not to.
I've told Dennis and he is really angry with me. I don't think I'll be using the computer much anymore. I'll be lucky if it even stays in the house.
I will see someone for help, I promise.
I don't know what I can say apart from I'm rotten.What kind of person does this to someone she loves probably more than her own sister? I never ever meant for it to get SO out of hand--I swear.
I promise I will give you all the money I earn towards your medical bill, but I know that can't erase what I have done.
I loved seeing you happy--it made me feel really good--for all the wrong reasons, I know. I was just trying to bring some happiness into your life because I know you weren't the happiest. I just did it in a really bad bad way.
I know I can't ask for forgiveness, but believe it or not I DO love you like a sister. I'm just completely horrible...a rotten human being that will surely rot in hell.
I can't even say I feel better I confessed to you (and I HAD to do it on the phone and not by email) because I know how much I have hurt you.
I will send you some money as soon as I get back from our week away. It won't be a nice week, that's for sure. It will be very heavy.
I just hope my kids don't find out what kind of mother they have. They don't deserve someone like me, that's for sure.
I'm sure someday I will get what I deserve, and I WILL deserve whatever I get. I know that.
I don't know what to write here anymore. I can't express in words how awful I feel, and I know you won't be able to express in words how angry and upset you are.
I am a pathetic human being. I know that for fact. I've always felt stupid, fat and useless, so I guess it was really nice for awhile to make someone else feel good about themselves. NO excuse I know, but it's fact.
Lissa

List of "invented" personalities

1. Sandy Foster (50 something woman with cancer-"dead" in 2002
2. Libby Foster (17 year old daughter of Sandy-had leukemia as a child and again after losing her mother)
3. Nikki Reynolds (60 year old woman, played in the Sydney Orchastra. Killed in Aug 2005 in the South of France. Hit by a car after her husband "Max" jumped in front of her...
4. Sasha Harris (20 something mother of three girls living in Malibu.)
5. Max (devoted husband to Nikki)
6. Julian Anderson (best friend to Nikki and Max) Professional photographer
7. Joelle Reynolds (sister in law to Nikki and Max) Living in South France
8. Rachel Austin (sister to Julain)

Here are the real people she pretented to be:
1. Nancy Chuda
2. Olivia Newton-John

Intro

I have set up this blog to expose a woman who is a cyberpath. She obviously hates her life so much she created a fantasy world and sucked me into it....during the time I knew her she invented as many as 8 different personalities. What is fact and what is fiction? Well, I know for a fact she is a wife and mother (of 2).